I wish

I wish thoughts could go directly from my brain to my computer.  Writing would be so much easir then.  Really, it would.

I'm still lost in regards to the shadowglyph prophecies.  I'll sit down and write in a few minutes, but this is the first time I'm ever 'not known' where I was going with a story.

Who is that woman.  I think it's a woman...

Fail...

I feel like I've failed.  Started a new project, but couldn't even keep up to get a second entry done.

I can't blame it on the kids.  Just my own lack of motivation.

I have no idea where I'm going with the Shadowglyph Prophecies.  My muse only gives me little bits of info, here and there.  This isn't the first story I've set in Canada, and it's not the first time Eri has graced my pages.  How she's doing, I don't know.

I just don't know what has happened to her.

Last I wrote, she and Sebastion were expecting their first child.  Of course, as we know, it wasn't Sebastian's baby, it was his.

I'll be honest, I don't even know who my herione is in the Shadowglyph Prophecies.  Normally, when I start a story, I already know my characters.  But not this time.

I am going to try so much harder to keep this going.  I have to listen to my muse, before she leaves to find someone else who listens a bit better.

Keeping it together...

I like to write.  That is a fact.

I also love to draw, and to design.  Art has always been my thing, and writing just an extension of that.

My husband thinks I should focus on doing more art again... I don't know what would happen if I tried to pick up an actual paintbrush, but I've been holding my own in regards to digital art.

I still feel like such an amateur, though...

Am I good enough to consider it, so that I can stay at home with the kids?

The header on this blog took about 15 minutes.  It's abstract, I know, but I love how it flows.  The one on the Shadowglyph Prophecies took even less time (I did use stock blogger background, though, and it inspired the header).  Design, well, that takes me longer, but I'm getting the hang of it.

Thoughts?

Would you believe...

... with everything that goes on in my life, I have time for another project?  Gonna try, anyway.

This week's project: put pen to paper, start a new writing progect.  If I can put down 2000 words every other day, then in two months, I'll have a novel. 

It may not be a good novel...

Sometimes it's the simple things in life!

I guess I have to start from scratch until I can figure out how to transfer files and all that sort of fun stuff!

Wet, wet, wet!  Oh the joys of living on the wet coast.  I'm thinking a vacation down south might be in order.  Who's with me?

But at the same time I love to run through the puddles, get my feet wet and swing my umbrella.  The feel of rain on my face centres me, makes me feel whole.

When it's falling downwards, that is.  Not sideways.

No one likes sideways rain.  It stings.